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How I Learn To Bleed​.​.​. For The Things I Wish To Forget (Full​-​length, 2000)

by Nomenmortis

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Now I blaspheme the false face of your morality I hate you same as you hate me so I´m free Free as the man ever can My darkness leads my life So clean isn` t nor your light Disgusted by your „truth“ I m walking through my night Your shocked views at me Just make me laugh Lonely as a werewolf I hunt for my prey As I fight against Your cowardice and hate My weapon, my hate Is stronger than thine Cause I` m your fear Your endless phobia You had awake all darkness in me I don’ t think I` m guilty You re making an outcast of me And I’ m just saying “thanks” ‘Cause your blindness has opened my eyes Blood boils in my veins My soul is cheerful Like the flowers on your graves You hope I` m staying alone But there are thousands of us Cruelty of your cowardice You hate makes us proud Don`t trespass our own empire We`ll bite you fuckin` strong When the time shall come And we hope it`s near This is the war chant of most hated spawn This is your anthem You wanted listen to it Let us search for some beauty In your perverted world `Cause our life is too short To drown it in your slough Lonely as the werewolves We hunt for our prey Cursed as the werewolves We laugh on you, you worms And if the „light“ shall take us The light of your blind filth Our dreams still shall burn Like the candles in our darkness Darkness which is lightier Than filth you call the light Perish away from the world Where the filth has no place to live
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Disgust gorges my thoughts Darkness drowns my eyes When I see around me All truth about us What`s happened with this Earth What we done with our world What`s degraded you What is degrading us? Do you mean you `re thinking beings? I feel like looking at the worms Swarming mass on the corpse On dead body of own mother Egoistic greed with no mercy Looks like the sense of your existence Insensible chase for some mass Inside of your degenerated brains Heartlesness, indifference, prejudices Look like your highest emotions Cruelty, hate, violence, complexes Your most adorated feelings Senseless perverted copulation Multiplying of sickened creations Maybe it`s the „modern“vision of love Really excellent imagination Burning of this world of shame Will be the top of your deeds What we`ve done with ourselves Where I can hide my fear Of turning to the worm As you turned What will come When maggoty waste Will submit the rest of humans And tribe of maggots In pseudohuman form Shall see the end of „civilization“?
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The time is coming The time to fear The time is near Unleash your fear The day of Judgement shall come soon Across the astral plains of Eternity Invisible voices, the radial roars of Jupiter Cold thunderbolts, glimpses of the Saturn`s ring Are bringing the message of Spheric Collision Through the frozen depths of Universal darkness Nemesis, black sister of our Sun Millions years of your circulation Nemesis, black sword of Punishment Prophecies say we`re near the Gate Year 2000, the 5th of May The Universe says Take seriously my play Year 2000, the 5th of May Seven planets in one line The end, the Cleaning New era shall arrive On the shores of Darkness Fear shall blind the world Upon the mountains of Evil We have to go to the war Frozen in White Winter The world shall cry in pains Chained by White Darkness The Old and the New shall fight Tedd Deireádh, time of the End All is about that that the prophecies said Tedd Deireádh, the sunrise of new world For those who will survive our baptism in death When our millenium dies In cramps of insane delirium When bloody filth of delirium Fills the chalice of millenium Cold eyes of the stars Billions of laughing eyes From ununderstable distance They laugh on our temporary existence The message comes from Universe Who`ll be able to awake Against the eternal roars From Unknown they cry „Come to us !“ Guardians of Heaven Draw their swords out Whispers of the stars Say the battle has begun Thus was written by the thorn of Scorpio That bleeds these words on the bloodrusted Shield of Mars
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Oh skye, I see you falling on my head in chaos When the thousands of sorrowknives torn my soul When I cry Oh skye, please Crush my head When I search When I hope When I suffer For something better, cleaner, more beautiful Than Horror and dirt of living perversity That burns my hope and faith In cold caves of heartless calm Oh sense of all, if you`re somewhere Don`t allow this horror, when my soul dies Drowning in teardrops of sorrowful pain and fury And my cup of sorrow is full at last Do I seem allright to myself When the dream of pain calls ? Oh anything, if you `re somewhere Don`t alow my hope to die Before my soul will leave The burden of terrestrial existence And love, maybe I still hope in you Through all painful you`ve brought So burn my suicidal dreams If the only one truth does exist And the only sure fact is That only living I can See the Sun again And hope in dream That after dark and cruel night Maybe the better and fairier day shall arrive
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From the dust of ancient times Through the chaos of the presence To the mist of the future See across the darkness Search for the light Search for the answer Lost in eternity In cold infinity How is the meaning Of all our existence Where is the destination Of our way through the time Books of our histories, written by blood Circles of the suffering and searching for the truth Sign of cruelty, branded in each of us Lost certainty in vortex of thoughts Smokes of overthrows Fires of resurrections Who`ll find the answers On unspoken questions How is the mystery Of life and death Where`s the boundary Of suffering and ecstasy Who will be the first Who shall stay the last What is the heresy And what is the truth Who will be the first of all Who shall stay the last of us Who is Satan, and who is God And who is able to decide Between wrong and right
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Torn out the flesh where the love dwells! Suffer, if do you do believe just in an unreal dream! What do you know about this world What do you think about this time ? What do you feel, see in your life What do you feel, see in your life ? This world is depression A boiling pot of pitch This time is nothingness This life is emptiness What do you search for In this sea of dirt? Do you search for the love? You `re praying for the pain! Do you search for the love? The cure is also the poison! Don`t be comical, it`s nothing for you What you can search on the slags of emotions ? Heart bleeds Then curse your heart! Heart bleeds Then tear it out! You can search for the passion You can find the satisfaction Wait for the dissapointment When you`ll know affectation But love not! But love not! Don`t hunt the chimera Don`t search for the love It`s nice to believe The love is no dead But where lies her realm Where hearts don`t bleed Well I buried all sorrows in my mind Although I hated myself for believe But I can`t forget I believed until the end Now I`m afraid of something that I need Suffering, ecstasy, sweetness and pain Doubts and hope,all this in one Flame, that can burn out a piece of my misanthropy Thousands names of something strange and great Something too nice, too unreal to believe Sometimes it`s nice like the shinning sun Then it`s sad like the song of dying swan
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Burn down the lies and defend your freedom! So pitiful is to see their eyes As they wanna be blinded As they pray to something unreal So sad is to know that too many brains Still rot behind the lead curtain of believe To something that nobody has seen through The thousands years of crying its name No, lets throw away the regret to mindloss weakeners Is realy funny to see all those human insects As they pray and serve to something That`s less than any fata morgana No one hass seen this phantasm Well, how can you see something That never existed, although it endangers all Who search for the freedom Freedom to live and think As they really want Who fight against the monstrous lie That spreads evil and hate Under the banner of hypocrisy And opens hell`s gate of slavery Since the thought was killed on the cross Since the message was inverted by sheeps Who took the power and turned themselves into volves Since the wolves are leading the sheeps Disfigured into blinded carnivorous beasts No freedom, no hope to live among those Who killed the same whom they called Son of God Hey Father, where have you been When your Son was crying for You He really needed you for only one time When he was dying because of his Believe in an unexisting entity In your Glorious Majesty ! And where have you been For the millions times When the crying of innocents torned the heaven In all kinds of suffering? When they cried, „oh God, help me! My lord, my Master, deliver me at last! Yes, you couldn’t help them And who could be surprised ? You wouldn’t deliver them Why the truth is so clear ? There`s no God, no Master, no symbol There`s no need to search the salvation in nothingness Is needles to say the God is dead Can`t be dead something that never existed Now I`d like to contempt all these lies The sources of christian crimes No sense has the fear of the servants of nothingness Don‘t respect the hate they use against us Our God, if lives, then in ourselves And each of us has his own Don`t hope in our fear Is dead more than your God Don`t search the blasphemy In the words I say How can I blaspheme your God If he doesn‘t exist?
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From dark and cold Eternity Buried by never-ending clouds of Heaven From the place where you`ve retained me Just as the remembrance of myself So lonely, so long a go I see you , I see your world I search for the sense of my ancient death I hear your words, I see your deeds I must cry, I must curse, I`m desperate I`m helpless, I`m dead in your false hearts `Cause I`m only word in your mouths Memory crushed in the dust I`m only name in your lies Something to cover your crimes Now I`m hated for the evil Cursed for violence and hypocrisy That you`ve made and make again Now I`m despised and rejected Why I’m hated for the evil Why I’m despited and rejected If I wanted something different If I tried to help your being If I suffered just for utopia If I died cause I believed in you ! Now I see just an abomination That all my doctrine has been inverted So I must say for now and at last My death for you was fuckin` error If you`ve spitted to my bloodied eyes And now you `re blaming me of your crimes Why have you pissed on my words If I`ve put all my believe into you Why I must regret my life on this earth Why I must suffer so long after my death ? Why I was alone ? So let me die at last Too long I was Jesus Christ Let` s prepare the new night of horror For another senseless „Saviour „

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Debut album of Slovak death metal band Nomenmortis originally released by Jackhammer Music in 2000 on CD and by Akne Productions on MC in 2018.

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released November 8, 2023

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